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Monday, April 20, 2009

The new academic year starts tomorrow, in fact, today, its 8mins past midnight.
no doubt, im feeling really excited about meeting my besties my cliche and my extended cliche and my new classmates.
i have to many things to do and juggle right now.
i have done researches and am ready for whats coming up for marketing option.
but deep down, im still lost. and i don;t know how to put it out in words. i don't know what to say.
as everyday is a different day. im just not so ready yet.

everythings not the same anymore. i feel nervous to try to be so perfect, appearing like the best juggler ever. its too tight.

things are piling up. or am i expecting too much out of myself. im always the one saying okay, compromising for everything to be ok. yes its worth it. but where has my true self gone to? i lost it.
these things ill never say. i am turning into a controlled freak.

its not all about ranting. the fact is, its part of life. i have to accept it. its really time for me to grow up.

since life is like this for me. and i have chosen this path. u don't have to care if im genuinely happy or not.. as long as everything on the surface is fine. ill always be that doormat.

my family, my rs, my friends, my results.

i guess its not too late.
from a wildchild, to a demure damsel.



cmon.. i said ill try my bestest.


Joey
4/20/2009 12:10:00 AM


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Y 19th July 1991


Y Singapore Poly
Y Dip. Business Admin
Y Students' Union Finance Committee
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Y Ex-Whitleyan 4e1'07
Y Ex-MCS 6A'03

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