Sunday, March 15, 2009

i need my dose of retail therapy!
i don't care i don't care. i feel so suppressed. i need to burst out of my constrictions.
i want to do what i want. i will whither soon if i continue to live how i am living now.
i need to grow up , i have to grow up i promised you i will.
i feel so messed up inside its like haywire.
i want to rob a bank.
i want to run away to be alone, OK ill take one person. but ill still secretly contact my best friends.
i want to wear white dresses everyday with pink underwear and camisole inside.
i want to be sexier. help me in this.
i need a doctor. i want that doctor. i will see him.


i am still a girl afterall. this is what u'll see if u flip me inside out.





but its OKie. we still have to get on with life no matter what. rant rant.

there are many people worst off them i am.
so i bought tissue from the handicapped oldman at the mrt station. i feel sad for him. i admire him still having to zest to live life to fullest.
so i am going to too! i will buy again aft i finish the 3 packs. and ill pay more the next time round.=)