Saturday, August 9, 2008
Happy 43rd National Day!
not enough national education? or is it just plain mirror image? hmmm..
day swim with family, and took pictures underwater!! can u achieve this?
im floating.. Im Floating...IM FLOATING!!Went to sakura for buffet, had many many rounds for 2 hours non-stop.well.. i love those cheese oven baked oyster, but too embarassed to take more cz i realise those chefs were actually starting to notice my many many many rounds.. awww.i feel terrible as im drafting this pwoooost.why is it that harsh reality will always come overwhelmingwhen a person's experiencing happiness?why am i experiencing so much now..its coming again and again.im starting to feel the brunt of everything.. i can't live in denial anymore.its just too much to take.. much less accomodating to it..until a point i feel so sorry for myself.. i can't help indulging in self pityness.feeling so pathetic and helpless.. why is everyone able to live on so happily except me..why am i always having to get hurt.. hiding my true emotions under so called happiness people see.i could hardly breathe anymore..
Lastly, all i have to say is i miss u terribly.i cant control myself anymore.. i know u'l be sad too knowing this.but that's the way it is..my love for u is like the stars above.you're my rainbow, and at the end, u'll find me, the pot of gold.remember?i said i wanna do everything that includes you,everything.i want my life to revolve around you.i want u so much.. until i feel pain deep inside.i know, u too, will feel the same way as i do.
I always needed time on my ownI never thought I'd need you there when I criedAnd the days feel like years when I'm aloneAnd the bed where you lieIs made up on your side
When you walk awayI count the steps that you takeDo you see how much I need you right now?
When you're goneThe pieces of my heart are missing youWhen you're goneThe face I came to know is missing tooWhen you're goneThe words I need to hear to always get me through the dayAnd make it okayI miss you
I've never felt this way beforeEverything that I doReminds me of youAnd the clothes you leftThey lie on the floor And they smell just like youI love the things that you do
We were made for each other Out here forever I know we were Yeah, yeah
And all I ever wanted was for you to knowEverything I do I give my heart and soulI can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me.
Joey
8/09/2008 11:19:00 PM